Medicine

I’m not sure how I would have cracked my heart open wide enough to let all of me in

If you hadn’t pried it open with bloodied fingertips

If the song of your breath hadn’t frozen like the body of a sparrow

If the pulse of your silence wasn’t screaming that there’s a person in my house who’s dying

But wants to live

Don’t we all want to live?

If this were about relationship there would be a manual to consult in the manufacturers guide

There’s no survivors guide to the heart only the faith of a baby who will wrap her translucent hand around the finger of anyone close enough to touch

The medicine of the soul isn’t medicine at all, or a path, or even a crossing. It’s a hand you grab onto because you at least are still alive and cannot help knowing it